Alone...always alone..
I've been abandoned. I know I shouldn't be so annoyed but I am. Everyone I know is going to see Pirates today, except me. I have to work at 3:30pm. Of course I could go after my shift but who the hell can I go with?I have nobody... It sucks in a major way. All those plans made months ago, ripped to shreds. I have no idea when I'll get to go or who with. Everyone seems to have conflicting schedules with me. I'll probabably have to go alone tomorrow, which sucks. Without someone to punch and say holy crap this is good, it's just not that fun. And when I start thinking about how depressed I am about this my mind also goes, hey I'm depressed about other stuff too...like coming home. So I'm a big ball of black energy right now. The only thing that may save me is a 'malcolm' encounter which I'm pretty sure probably won't happen tonight. Apparently, I'm just not that lucky. Sure I'm lucky enough to have gotten my dream job at Disney, but that's about as far as it seems to be stretching right now. I'm big on the self pity right now.As for last night, went out with the traitor and Shanan and Shayna to Wendys. It was alright, nothing to write home about, though technically I am writing about it. Anyways, after that came home and found a roommate and her friend being very loud in the apartment. Then a few minutes later two guys came in and I wouldn't let myself go to bed til everyone left cause I didn't want them to do anything stupid like start drinking. I feel bad for the girls who had to work this morning. We really need to set some house rules, isn't fair for some people to have friends over that late when others have to work at the crack of dawn. I know as it happened the other day too.
Anyways I gotta go do laundry and mope,
Brynna